First day of Melilea

I just tried Melilea, I don't like it
I really don't like it

It made me wanna vomit, the taste was too weird, to me, it tasted like...I don't know how to describe, it didn't taste good at all. I couldn't swallow it, but I know I must finish these two bottles.
I stopped breathing, closed my eyes and forced myself to swallow it all. Imagine, my tears even rolled down...

I kept thinking, asking myself
"why I wanna suffer myself with this?
I don't like this at all! NOT AT ALL!"





It's a very healthy product, good for your health, no matter you wanna lose weight, gain weight, or just to maintain. It can be used as a replacement meals for those who are on diet such as me. If not, just a mug (a scoop) everyday would be sufficient.



No wonder...
No wonder my friend asked me to mix it up with soy bean or fruit juice, now I can see why. But I insisted to take it as it tastes like. I'm totally down, I don't know how to finish these 2 big bottles of veggie powder. Regret I didn't try the taste before I purchase, if not I might pause and consider other products. HOWEVER, I think I will still buy it even though the taste is too weird, WHY? Because when I think of the moment I forced myself to drink it, I will stop hunting delicious foods, I wanna make my sacrifices worthwhile!

Plus, why other people can bear the taste and consume it for years? Why can't I? They have nose and tongues too...why they could stand the taste and smell but not me? Not to mention my nose is so much smaller than others, LOL! Button nose. Hate it, why I don't have money to go for plastic surgery? Even I have, I doubt if I have the guts to let others use a knife and cut my face. I remember someone said,

"Who wants a nose that looks like everybody elses? That's like taking a gold coin and exchanging it for a wooden coin so you can have what the others have to be poor like them. Besides, I love your nose! ^_^ "
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I wouldn't know until I have the money, or maybe I will be more willing to spend the money to trips. ;))

SIgh...
Melilea, melilea...when will be the last day I get to see your "bottom"?

Diet day - 13

I had some preserved fruits, which I bought from a stall in Carrefour yesterday noon.





It's bad for health, better don't eat it too often ;)
Don't know why people always say these kind of preserved fruits are for pregnant ladies, it's quite nice...it will make you feel weird (if you eat too much, you will lose your appetite), so I guess it works well with my diet plan. LOL! Kidding!

Ah...I recalled something, few days back

"Hmmm..why you dressed like a pregnant lady?"

"Huh?! What?! Me?!"

"Yeah...this dress is for pregnant lady, isn't it?"

"MUM!!!! I swear to god, this is called "fashion", and it's definitely not suitable to pregnant ladies"

"Oopps, hahaha!"

(-_-")... ......

Anyway, these are some photos I took today


Old laydee

Tasting..


I love to crop my photos ;)






Yumm... ^^


Guess what's this?

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It's my left ear, somebody cut it down
Hahaha, actually that's papaya :P



At night, I went for Yong Tau Fu with my boss







I couldn't believe I'm on diet -_-"

Tuesday BLUE

I purposely neglected my diet plan yesterday noon, cos McDonald was just in front of me, double cheese beef burger waving at me...begged me to eat it. I hardly control myself.

"Don't...don't seduce me..."

I hated it... Few seconds later, I decided to kill it with my mouth and teeth, and swallowed it. So that nobody will knows I killed some'body' :P

Thus, yesterday I didn't diet. Hu hu huu...but I have no regrets, double cheese beef burger is just too delicious. BUT, next time I wouldn't want to pass by McDonald. LOL!

The girl living Violet decided to punish me, this morning, I have sore throat. I HATE sore throat, if I can choose, I will choose fever but not sore throat!

WHY?
WHY???
Was it because of french fries?

I don't normally on the radio when I drive, cos I think I sing better than the radio (of course! radio doesn't sing right? :P ). SORE THROAT..makes me sick and I cannot sing when I drive :( Few weeks ago I went for a movie with Kevin, that's "Speed racer", quite a movie...and I discovered the monster living in me...I LOVE speed.

Sigh...I drank a few glasses of warm water, I hope my throat would be fine by tomorrow.
I love you...my throat

I'm fat, sad

30 Dec 2006






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Compared to 18 months ago, now I'm really damned fat.

It was all because of Kevin!!! Because he always say

"It's good to gain some weight..."

"Don't worry, I will buy you new clothes if you put on weight"

"Come, let's go for nice foods"

"Do you want more cheesecakes?"

"I know you love ice creams..."

"Hmmm...Thai foods? Japanese foods?"

"You are not fat, no problem to eat more. Come come, which one do you want?"

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I trusted him...I listened to him...

This is why, 18 months later...I became like THIS :(
I gained 7 KGs, that's really "SH*T"!

My cabinet is full of dresses and clothes that I only wear one time before, I tried...I could still wear it, but it doesn't really look good on me now. And my short pants...couldn't fit in!!!!! Today isn't the first day I knew I gained weight, but I'm so depressed! Because I just tried dresses that I used to wear (and it was loose) just now, it's so tight, and makes me looked like a Donald duck! I don't know why Donald duck...it's cute right? SIGH...I just felt so Donald duck right now. Hahaha!

Anyway, I'm going to travel next month...HmmMmMmMmmmmmm...
We are going to... XXXXXX Island. I wanna wear bikini, I wanna look good!!!

And so, I must lose at least 7 KGs in 6 weeks, if not...

:'(((








I will cry out loud on the plane, hahaha!

Down

I can't sleepy,
I dislike tonight,
because tonight,
I realised...
I was prettier...
I was slimmer...
and...I was younger :(

Just 2 years, so much difference!

Sigh,
it's time to diet ;)
Hahaa..