Kevin was really busy these few weeks, sometimes I sit alone in the office, doing nothing. That's the problem, he is VERY busy, but sometimes I don't even know why I am here. We should be in different industries, I have no interest in legal work, not at all..I don't like essays, I don't like to write letters, I don't like accounting, I don't like to just sit in the office, basically I'm not an "admin" kind of person.
Somehow he has a lot of court cases these few weeks (way too much!) which consumed most of his time, sometimes he sleeps very late, sometimes he stays up till dawn, sometimes he skips his lunch, sometimes he doesn't have time for dinner, sometimes he forgets me being lonely in the office.
I understand very well, he is doing all these for our future, but I'm just a simple woman, I need care, I need attentions. If you follow my blog from start, you'll see I seldom have pictures of me with him, started from days ago. I try to be considerate, but somehow it's tough..and I just have to bear with it.
We work in a same office, but we don't get to see each other everyday. We only get to meet maybe twice in a week, and if he has clients on weekend, that's all for our weekend plan.
I consider myself a good girl friend, I stitch I knit I read at home during weekend, but when I think back, I'm like wasting my life. But I know I have to stay, I have to help in his work, he trusted me.
I'm thinking of picking up a course, bakery? I have always wanted to do this years ago, since I graduated from my Diploma in Hotel and Catering Management. But, I don't have conventional oven. Japanese/French language course? Nah! I'm not a language fetish. I would love to join fitness class, but I'm still thinking about it until today.
I'm really glad Kevin brought Sugar in my life, at least I know there is someone waiting for me at home. Kevin is a very sweet man, he knows when to come back, you know..before I burst
I only need a little care, a little attention, a small kiss, a tight hug..
I was down the other day, surprisingly he came to office during lunch time, he brought me to 记得吃 (Gei Dak Sek) Kepong, he knows I love desserts :)





It's not about desserts and foods, but time he contributed. God knows he is freaking busy, I really appreciate every efforts he makes, this is why I will never leave him :)
-<3
Little muffin
12 years ago
