If only we can choose people to keep/delete

Very disappointed, why there are people who always think they are right? Everything also must listen to them and if you express your point of view all you will get is
"Nonononono, it's not like that"
"Nonononono, you don't understand"
"Nononooooo, this is not how it works"

So upset, if I can choose, I will never wanna keep this type of people in my life, I wouldn't even wanna keep in touch.

No contact = No argument
No argument = nobody will be in dilemma, happier life

It's not that I have to take the advises given, I'm just tooooo pissed I have to rant.
Hello! For Christ sake why didn't you look at yourself before shooting other people?? You have your pride but what about the others? You think you are so good that other people's thinking are all sh*t? Holy cow

I forgot when was the last time I'm so upset with someone, of course I'll get over it, but I'll never forget all the miserable moments you bring into my life, you, someone who's not important but also someone I can never get rid of.










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Will be away for a few days

I'm flying off to Hainan Island in a few hours, will be back on next Monday.

I totally forgot about the China visa until 2nd day of Chinese New Year. Holy cow! (it's ox year) I was panicked!

I called my friend who is working in Bank of China building, have her to check if the embassy of China is opened on 3rd day of Chinese New Year, she checked and told me the embassy only starting to work on 3rd of February which is exactly yesterday. The procedure in applying China visa is very simple, just need a photo of yourself, your passport, and fill in the form provided by them, after 4 working days Tada~ you will get your China visa done. BUT
my flight is on 5th of February, and they opened on 3rd feb...

I checked online and got to know I can pay extra RM140 to get it done by the day I apply, but still I was so unsure. I waited for a week, until yesterday

I woke up at 730am, took train to the embassy...I thought it would be the same as previously (not too much of people), this was not the first time I apply China visa.

830am
Holy cow!!!
The embassy was full of people, packed with lots of smelly sweaty people, tonnes of people lining up and the counters weren't even open yet!

915am
They started to work
People working in the embassy are very efficient, they opened all of the counters so we don't have to wait too long. I remembered the last time I went there they only opened several counters. Thumbs up! :D

945am
My turn! :D
Suddenly there were a man and a woman, came from nowhere, trying to cut the queue. It was supposed to be my turn, so I ignored them and passed my everything to the lady in the counter, without looking at them, I tried so bad to hold my temper

"Malaysians are ALL like this!!!" the woman shouted, obviously they are not Malaysians. I don't want to say which country they are from, in case you thought it's a kind of race/country/or whatsoever phuck discriminations

WHAT THE FUCK?!
It wasn't my fault right? They were the one who started this conflict

I was so mad at them, but I think scolding people in public is a very stupid idea, I hold my breath,

"Yeah, Malaysians need to line up,
do you mean Non Malaysians don't have to line up?" I asked the lady, gently

She shut up immediately

I really hate people cutting queue, but phew...I really don't know what I should say if she shouted again. As I just said, scolding, arguing in public is a very very very bad idea.

I submitted everything, the lady in counter told me to go back and collect my passports (Kevin's and mine) at 430pm. Boohoo~
I was very happy I got it the day itself! :D
*me trying to ignore the RM140 x 2 additional fees*
-_-"

Alright, I need to pack my stuff, see you people soon :D











-<3

Never say you will

No stories or photos today, I'm moody

This entry is not meant for you, not dedicated to anyone of you

Someone pissed me off today

Never say you will do this, do that, do that phucking things when you wouldn't do. I HATE to hear you say you WILL, because I know you WILL NEVER do it.

What's wrong with these people? THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME, NOT THE SECOND TIME, NOT THE THIRD TIME but IT'S SO MANY TIMES

Simply say I will I will I will if I, I will if you, I will if she, I will if he, I will if they. So many excuses...just say you can't do this, that's all! Are you sure you WILL do this if he she it they or ghost whatsoever do that? You WILL NOT, you are just WASTING MY TIME

Seeing me as a fool, in believing every words you said, I'm such a stupid idiot for being your friend. I'm done

Next time, if you dare to say I WILL in front of me, I swear I will yell at you

"Go phuck yourself"

I love to hear I WILL from sincere people, I WILL appreciate if you are sincere or really mean whatever you say

If you say YOU WILL, make sure YOU WILL do it, because when I say I WILL, I really mean it

-<3

FC king ANGRY

**To people who loves me, friends who love me or anybody who loves me, this entry is not dedicated to you, the content is violence and will make you sick of me. Promise to leave today's entry if you still wanna love me**


What the hell?
Even my parents never judge what I'm wearing, what makes you think I will change anything to please you?

Nowadays people are SO FUNNY, especially for those who think they are much more older than you, have more experiences that you do. Recent months, A LOT of these kind of people approach me and started to talk something I HATE to listen, or should say OBEY. WHO ARE YOU? Do I really need to ask your permission to do anything? To move every step?

SO many people out there, if I listen to You, and yOu and yoU, so many you in this world. You say this, yOu say that, which YOU should I listen? I can't be pleasing everyone of you, Can I?

MAYBE YOU THINK IT'S FOR MY OWN GOOD, NOT TO PLEASE YOU. But seriously I really hate when people try to control me. CAN'T BREATH, why don't you just take a knife and stab me instead of talking talking talking, trying to change ME?

BY THE WAY, I don't see any problems with MYSELF, did I step on your tiny tail? If not then stop talking non sense about me! Don't say I shouldn't be with A, B, C or D!

I'm ME, don't try to input somethings which does not belongs to me, OKAY?
Because now I'm FCUKING TIRED of so called GOOD ADVICES. I can't tell you right to your face, because I HATE arguing with anybody, young, old, male female homosexual whatever

I've said TOO many times, I HATE ADVICES, if I don't ask for your advices, just shut up!! If you have too many things to say, go find a mirror and talk to yourself, GET LOST!

Yeah, maybe I'm too sensitive, so what?
LEAVE ME ALONE








I can't believe, my first hundred entry ended up like this

Weirdos in the ladies' room

Yesterday, I went to gym with Kevin, we have trial passes for a week. In fact, we decided to sign up their 2-year program.

I remembered I went to one of the well-known fitness center in KL few months ago, I didn't like the center even though the fitness equipments are complete, because there was a day, in the afternoon, something has happened in the Ladies room.

Right after I showered and put my clothes on, I walked out to the locker area, then, I saw 5 guys (wearing the fitness center's uniform) in the Ladies' room. They were sitting there and chit chatting..

My mind was totally blank, thinking
"Isn't this a Ladies' room? Or I'm so wrong??
Why there are guys in the room?!"

I felt very very uncomfortable, but I thought maybe guys are allowed in the locker area, but isn't this ridiculous? Because it is ladies' room, right?

"It's okay...maybe I'm too narrow-minded" I tried to console myself, at the same time I was so grateful and thankful that I wasn't naked.

Then, I saw a lady hiding in the corner of the room, apparently she was very upset and frustrated, staring at the guys. Guess what, she just showered and only have a towel on. I felt her pain. It was really offensive!

I was really silly, I really thought guys are allowed in the ladies' room (locker area), so I didn't make any complain. That night, I called Kevin and asked (he was with this particular fitness center for some time). He was surprised. Now, I know ladies' room means ladies' room, no exemption.

I didn't complain to the management, but anyway, I only joined for a month, and I didn't think I will go back there anymore or sign their program. I SHOULD HAVE MADE a complaint letter!

I swore that I won't just wrap myself with a towel and step out of the shower room, NEVER NEVER. Few months after that incident, I forgot what I swore
I REGRET now

Back to the story, yesterday after work-out, I brought my clothes together to the shower room, I discovered there was no hanger and no space to put my underwear and clothes. I thought it's OK,

"Common it's ladies' room, that kind of incident will not be happened in this center (hopefully)." Basically I was trying to persuade myself that it's OK if I just bring a towel.

The shower rooms are just next to the locker area, I only wrapped myself with a towel.
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"Are my eyes OK?"
One guy was standing in front of me, next to the showering area.
There was a girl standing next to him, fixing the locker.
What the F*CK?!

I stared at him angrily, he was aware that he SHOULDN'T be in the room, immediately, he turned away and ran out.

ENOUGH, I swore I'm going to make a very BIG complain to the management, how can they allow males to get in the room? B*STARD. Are the staff all BLIND and didn't see people with COCKS went in the room?!

I took my bra panties and everything to the shower room, only FOOLS will take off their towels and go naked in the locker area!

After I took everything and turned back to the shower room, guess what, I saw the guy just now, and this time, a male staff was with him. Fine, I bet the locker's lock was spoilt.

I didn't utter a word,
Come on, even if I wanna make a complain, I must make sure I'm wearing something on...ahem, I mean clothes, not towels.

In the shower room, I started to ask myself
"Are you really okay? You were half-naked...
Do you want to make a big deal out of it?

If the girl's locker is spoilt, they should call in a female staff to cut the hasp right?
And the girl's boyfriend should wait outside, not together with them..."

I decided to talk to Kevin

I went out of the ladies' room, Kevin wasn't there yet. I saw the male staff who was in the room just now. He looked at me, I didn't smile, I was not wearing emotions on my face.

"I'm very very sorry, I'm very sorry..." He started to beg for my forgiveness

"Are guys allowed in the ladies' room?" I asked him, Kevin was too slow, I couldn't wait any longer

"No...no guys are allowed in the ladies' room, even me (referred to staff) also not allowed to get in the room...I'm very sorry..." Fears in his eyes, he was really worried.

"I see..."

"Please don't complain me...please don't make a complain...
Actually I asked the lady before I got in, she said nobody is in the ladies' room, I've asked her twice. I'm so sorry I didn't know you were there"

Now I felt that was serious, he would lose his job if I make a complain.

I'm soft-hearted, that was bad, I could just ignored him, but I thought to give him a second chance. Anyway my mood of joining fitness center has swung way, so farrrr away.

In car, I told Kevin about everything including my disappointment, Kevin suggested to make a complain. I told him I promised the staff that I won't complain about him. However, I will still complain to the management, and hope they will look into this problem seriously, I'm not going to mention the name of the staff, that was what I promised.

Sigh...I really like their fitness program, I will give myself a second try.