Sunday, January 18, 2009


I don't know how to start this entry, but I do have something to tell somebody who means a lot in my life

I'm very sorry I wasn't there with you, I know you didn't blame me but I really feel sorry to what has just happened

Few years ago, when we met each other after a long lost, I told myself, always try my best to be with you whenever you need a shoulder to cry on, I hope you think of me, when you are sad or happy or need a person to talk to

Got the news, and I cried...
Heard you on the phone, tried to convince myself not to cry in front of you, but failed
I felt your sadness,
I cried for the very unfortunate event,
I cried because I know you were depressed,
I cried because I know there is nothing I could do, for you

You were back, but I didn't have the courage to call or give you a message
I hope, one day you will know, I do feel the pain

Got your second second call, you sound okay, you are stronger than I've imagined

I'm sorry...and I love you, please remember to reserve a place for me, in your heart no matter what happen, no matter where you go

Be strong, life moves on
I know you can do this,
you are not alone